Got saved ' again '
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Got saved ' again '
Went on a mission from hell once again..
Picked up and in the matter of less than a month crashed.
Left the job, the gal, the dog, the yard, the house, and most of all..
The self respect.
I think one of my biggest problems is the fact that I get to the point of homelessness and it isnt even a big deal. I ran the streets for too long to have it a big deal. It sounds strange, but livin a normal life is the weird part for me. Kept away from all the shit for almost 2 years. Slacked from my meetins, convinced myself that I could use once. Just once..
Found myself someweir I shouldnt have been, takin things that werent mine.
Was actually usin in the buildin I climbed into..
Its bad enuff to think they are comin with no reason..
But to actually have em there..
Picked up and in the matter of less than a month crashed.
Left the job, the gal, the dog, the yard, the house, and most of all..
The self respect.
I think one of my biggest problems is the fact that I get to the point of homelessness and it isnt even a big deal. I ran the streets for too long to have it a big deal. It sounds strange, but livin a normal life is the weird part for me. Kept away from all the shit for almost 2 years. Slacked from my meetins, convinced myself that I could use once. Just once..
Found myself someweir I shouldnt have been, takin things that werent mine.
Was actually usin in the buildin I climbed into..
Its bad enuff to think they are comin with no reason..
But to actually have em there..
Lovin Furthur.... But Phleeze.. BRING BACK THE DAWG!!!!!
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Re: Got saved ' again '
ArgusWest wrote:Went on a mission from hell once again..
Picked up and in the matter of less than a month crashed.
Left the job, the gal, the dog, the yard, the house, and most of all..
The self respect.
I think one of my biggest problems is the fact that I get to the point of homelessness and it isnt even a big deal. I ran the streets for too long to have it a big deal. It sounds strange, but livin a normal life is the weird part for me. Kept away from all the shit for almost 2 years. Slacked from my meetins, convinced myself that I could use once. Just once..
Found myself someweir I shouldnt have been, takin things that werent mine.
Was actually usin in the buildin I climbed into..
Its bad enuff to think they are comin with no reason..
But to actually have em there..
How on earth did you almost 2 years of staying away from everything ? Just 6 months ago you posted this.
Got fucked.
Let the beast take over all decisions.
Lost my gal, job,, place, car, phone... Etc..
Worst of all..
I lost my self.
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Hope your doing well ArgusWest.
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Re: Got saved ' again '
The two years I spoke of was the longest Ive ever been able to stay sober. I wasnt sayin I had jus had two years and did this. Im sorry if that was how it was construed.Don McGurrin wrote:ArgusWest wrote:Went on a mission from hell once again..
Picked up and in the matter of less than a month crashed.
Left the job, the gal, the dog, the yard, the house, and most of all..
The self respect.
I think one of my biggest problems is the fact that I get to the point of homelessness and it isnt even a big deal. I ran the streets for too long to have it a big deal. It sounds strange, but livin a normal life is the weird part for me. Kept away from all the shit for almost 2 years. Slacked from my meetins, convinced myself that I could use once. Just once..
Found myself someweir I shouldnt have been, takin things that werent mine.
Was actually usin in the buildin I climbed into..
Its bad enuff to think they are comin with no reason..
But to actually have em there..
How on earth did you almost 2 years of staying away from everything ? Just 6 months ago you posted this.
Got fucked.
Let the beast take over all decisions.
Lost my gal, job,, place, car, phone... Etc..
Worst of all..
I lost my self.
viewtopic.php?f=14&t=292886
Lovin Furthur.... But Phleeze.. BRING BACK THE DAWG!!!!!
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Re: Got saved ' again '
ArgusWest wrote:The two years I spoke of was the longest Ive ever been able to stay sober. I wasnt sayin I had jus had two years and did this. Im sorry if that was how it was construed.Don McGurrin wrote:ArgusWest wrote:Went on a mission from hell once again..
Picked up and in the matter of less than a month crashed.
Left the job, the gal, the dog, the yard, the house, and most of all..
The self respect.
I think one of my biggest problems is the fact that I get to the point of homelessness and it isnt even a big deal. I ran the streets for too long to have it a big deal. It sounds strange, but livin a normal life is the weird part for me. Kept away from all the shit for almost 2 years. Slacked from my meetins, convinced myself that I could use once. Just once..
Found myself someweir I shouldnt have been, takin things that werent mine.
Was actually usin in the buildin I climbed into..
Its bad enuff to think they are comin with no reason..
But to actually have em there..
How on earth did you almost 2 years of staying away from everything ? Just 6 months ago you posted this.
Got fucked.
Let the beast take over all decisions.
Lost my gal, job,, place, car, phone... Etc..
Worst of all..
I lost my self.
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Then explain this please. Something you posted 7-17-11
Didnt even kno they had colors other than silver for years...!
Was introduced to the fellowships over 15 years ago..
Was clean for 14 years till right around my 15th birthday
Have not been sober this long since..
Got a lot of rebuildin to do with this life I choose to lead...
All shits an giggles it has not nor will not be.
Yet, my worse day sober is far betta than my best day usin...!
Moved back up N an have to get connected here now.
Hittin a beginners>speaker discussion meetin tonite.
Jus checkin in..
May the force be with you.
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you left out the right after he said 15th birthday...he was sober the first 14 years of his life ( birth to 14 years old) and then started drinking at age 15...not sure if we are missing something, but maybe you should pm Argus instead....
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That may have been what he was getting at. I have never heard anybody saying they were clean up until they started drinking. Some places they will say it is their 3rd birthday when they are sober 3 years. Different area different sayings. Just like the one thread was talking about AWOL. I have no clue as to what that is.franksnose wrote:you left out the right after he said 15th birthday...he was sober the first 14 years of his life ( birth to 14 years old) and then started drinking at age 15...not sure if we are missing something, but maybe you should pm Argus instead....
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Franks got it right on the nose..
I was jus makin a lil fun with the 14yr thing.
:lol I donno man, Im not lookin for sympathy or anythin like that..
I kinda feel like ya want to find discrepancies in my story here..
I jus waned to show it is what it is, and it aint nothin nice..
I was jus makin a lil fun with the 14yr thing.
:lol I donno man, Im not lookin for sympathy or anythin like that..
I kinda feel like ya want to find discrepancies in my story here..
I jus waned to show it is what it is, and it aint nothin nice..
Lovin Furthur.... But Phleeze.. BRING BACK THE DAWG!!!!!
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unfortunately, he had more years clean than I did...i started my journey at age 12...Don McGurrin wrote:That may have been what he was getting at. I have never heard anybody saying they were clean up until they started drinking. Some places they will say it is their 3rd birthday when they are sober 3 years. Different area different sayings. Just like the one thread was talking about AWOL. I have no clue as to what that is.franksnose wrote:you left out the right after he said 15th birthday...he was sober the first 14 years of his life ( birth to 14 years old) and then started drinking at age 15...not sure if we are missing something, but maybe you should pm Argus instead....
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I'm just trying to make sense of your story to find out were your coming from. You talk in circles. I wish you the best of luck. I will try and help you any way I can I have been sober a long time and lost jobs, did not have jobs, I went on welfare at one time. Had a job for 17 year and got injured and unable in a trade that I had for over 30 years and stayed sober through it all.ArgusWest wrote:Franks got it right on the nose..
I was jus makin a lil fun with the 14yr thing.
:lol I donno man, Im not lookin for sympathy or anythin like that..
I kinda feel like ya want to find discrepancies in my story here..
I jus waned to show it is what it is, and it aint nothin nice..
But if I can't make sense of what you saying I can't help. Trust me you will not get no sympathy from me. That never helped anyone.
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Right on brother...Don McGurrin wrote:I'm just trying to make sense of your story to find out were your coming from. You talk in circles. I wish you the best of luck. I will try and help you any way I can I have been sober a long time and lost jobs, did not have jobs, I went on welfare at one time. Had a job for 17 year and got injured and unable in a trade that I had for over 30 years and stayed sober through it all.ArgusWest wrote:Franks got it right on the nose..
I was jus makin a lil fun with the 14yr thing.
:lol I donno man, Im not lookin for sympathy or anythin like that..
I kinda feel like ya want to find discrepancies in my story here..
I jus waned to show it is what it is, and it aint nothin nice..
But if I can't make sense of what you saying I can't help. Trust me you will not get no sympathy from me. That never helped anyone.
Lovin Furthur.... But Phleeze.. BRING BACK THE DAWG!!!!!
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Re: Got saved ' again '
danM wrote:Hope your doing well ArgusWest.
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Hey rich, i hope you can get the help you need brother, i have met you at shows and always had a grate time with you and think you are a grate guy, god bless the child brother, stay well.
such a long long time to be gone, and a short time to be there