120 days of White Knuckling
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120 days of White Knuckling
Still sober still haven't got to a meeting and things are getting really hairy. I keep wanting to pull a geographic.
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Re: 9 days + today
All the best to you.
Getting sober is a simple thing.
But it ain't easy by any means.
No two people do it the same way.
May you find what works for you, and quickly...
Getting sober is a simple thing.
But it ain't easy by any means.
No two people do it the same way.
May you find what works for you, and quickly...
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Re: 9 days + today
HB
Best of luck to you. You sound like you really want it, and that's the major ingredient to getting clean. I find it only gets better and better for me each day. I wish this for you also.
Best of luck to you. You sound like you really want it, and that's the major ingredient to getting clean. I find it only gets better and better for me each day. I wish this for you also.
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Re: 9 days + today
still sober
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Re: 9 days + today
still sober
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Re: 9 days + today
One second at a time Hill Billy.Hill Billy wrote:Hairy 15th day but I want it. Coping is gnarly. IRS mishap with machine failure pushed coping to limits.
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Re: 28 days of White Knuckling
Keep it going
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A desire to stop!
Happy Couch Tour (or shows if you are so blessed)! At least I'm enjoying the ride!
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Re: A desire to stop!
Hill Billy wrote:Happy Couch Tour (or shows if you are so blessed)! At least I'm enjoying the ride!
Couch tour is the best place to be newly sober. Keep it up.
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Still Sober
Still sober, even though it got hairy in the last few weeks. I feel like I am past the habit impulse of coming home from the day and getting wasted. That does not mean I am not going through some gnarly emotions that come with not coming home and getting wasted every night.
I am still on couch tour.
Out there certainly wasn't working and was starting to create significant health, family, and professional issues.
Thank you.
I am still on couch tour.
Out there certainly wasn't working and was starting to create significant health, family, and professional issues.
Thank you.
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Re: 28 days of White Knuckling
Keep it up HB!!
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Re: 90 days of White Knuckling
Keep it up Hill Billy
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In memory of ChiefScott
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120 days
At 120 days the relapse danger is real.
new job
longer commute, longer hours, working harder, same pay
all in the dream of more fun and less stress
I knew leaving old job would get worse before it got better and it certainly has.
I should know in two weeks if the more fun, less stress thing comes to fruition.
Old job resentments fueling relapse potential.
I made it through today.
Is the best revenge living well, or praying for those who piss you of, or bothf?
new job
longer commute, longer hours, working harder, same pay
all in the dream of more fun and less stress
I knew leaving old job would get worse before it got better and it certainly has.
I should know in two weeks if the more fun, less stress thing comes to fruition.
Old job resentments fueling relapse potential.
I made it through today.
Is the best revenge living well, or praying for those who piss you of, or bothf?
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Re: 120 days of White Knuckling
Both(roll muddy river,roll muddy river, black muddy river roll)
Day by day HB
Day by day HB
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10/18 Yarn
10/31 Dead& Co
11/1&2 RRE
11/29&30 RRE
12/1 Joan,Jackie,Anders do Dylan
12/20&21 From Good Homes
10/18 Yarn
10/31 Dead& Co
11/1&2 RRE
11/29&30 RRE
12/1 Joan,Jackie,Anders do Dylan
12/20&21 From Good Homes